i need it to be september 7th tomorrow.

why do we live?

We don't fear challenges.
We don't fear defeat.
We don't fear battle.
And we don't fear death

What we fear is when things become easy.
We fear the life of luxury and comfort.
We fear success

Because when life's challenges are over, we all too soon stop believing.
when we have everything there can be nothing left to live for

-One of my two VERY best friends in the whole wide world sent me this one night. i found it in my journal today and i wanted to share it because i think its beautiful. i love it when he sends me stuff like this! yea, so he's pretty awesome.
love you so much Kaai!!

you know you have a problem when you stay up til 2 in the morning reading about the lives of complete strangers. well not complete. more like reading the blog of someone you've only ever seen in the halls.
you know you have a problem when you almost start to cry because of one of their posts.
you know you have a problem when you cant remember what day of the week it is no matter how hard you try.
sleep.
i love you.

gosh i want to be in a movie so bad!!!! wouldnt it be amazing to be this girl!?!

Or this gir!?! i know she is a tad strange looking.... but that would be SUCH A FUN ROLE!!!!

or this girl!!! insanely gorgeous and so so so fun to watch!

golee gee.... i want to do that so bad. SO FUN!!!

I dreamt of you last night

You hugged me tight, you held me close. I was yours for just a while.
We talked
We danced
You kissed my cheek
So close we were
...
Yet still so far.
For all good things seem to end with time
Slammed into my bed
Face first and sobbing
Tired and sweating
I dare not open these eyes for only bad news I know to come
I'm here in my room
You're not
It's fine.
We're just friends.
...
Have I told you lately that I love you?

For real?!?!

Well I believe the freaking out stage is starting to set in now.... So I'm moving to Hawaii... Ummm.... Ya, I've never been out of my house longer than a month without
My parents and that was with my grandparents! I don't know how I'm going to be expected to do this. I mean sure moving out Is scary enough on it's own, but moving around the globe!?!?! Okay, officially freaked.

...

I'll feel better tomorrow. Hopefully

not sure i'm doing this right

so pretty much i'm graduated. nbd. (yea i just used an acronym... and yes i just used the word acronym correctly in a sentence)
so pretty much i'm registered for classes at BYU Hawaii.
if you'd like to stalk me(first of all please don't, but if you must):
i'm taking:
Biology -M,W,F, 8:40-9:40 (yes that is a.m. mom)
English - M,W,F 11-12
Swimming -M,W 9:50-10:50
Psychology - T,Th 12:10-1:40
Religion -T,Th 8:40-9:40(again, the a.m.)
Theater - M,W,F 1:20-2:20

Phew.... this is not okay.
 Wanna see where i'm gonna live?!?!?!?!?!!
                                                                                              Fish. yea :)

imagine romantic walks on the beach next to this!

Not like this is the beach i'll go to every day or anything.....

Yea, beat that campus. 

Rainbow!!!

Yep, the laie temple :) right by my dorm!! :D

No big deal, just my school.

Am i allowed to say "So Sick!"

so yea it will be awesome. i'll go to school, meet some amazing and beautiful polynesian man and we'll fall in love and be happy forever and eternity. speaking of marriage.... singles ward talks about marriage way to much for my liking... but thats a story for another day.