Venting a little

Gosh some people are jerks!! i just wonder what it takes to become someone with such a low amount of integrity and personal respect. i'm not talking about criminals or the weirdos you hear about on t.v. i'm thinking of the people in my own dang high school!! gosh! i had heard a few times about this stupid blog which will remain un-named because its worthless. i wanted to check it out to see if they were talking about anyone i am close to or anything. so i looked it up thinking my innocent little thoughts that it couldn't be too bad. boy was i wrong!! this worthless place did nothing but bash on people!! and friends of mine too!! the second i entered the site i felt the spirit leave and i was almost shivering because i felt so sick! i don't know how people get to be that low.
i am soooo excited to escape the immaturity and selfish atmosphere of high school. i'm excited for intelligent conversations, people with self worth, and a healthy atmosphere. no more of this people avoiding you in the hall to prevent awkward conversation, or stupid dirty jokes because "you need to not be so innocent cause thats not how the rest of the world is". oh well... high school is a part of life and we all have to go through it. its a good learning experience.... or at least so I've heard ;)
i really did have a good day today, and life is truly awesome! i love my friends, i love my family, i love where i'm at and i do love life!!
i just needed to let someone know that "stupid people bother me." to put it in the most simple terms.
i guess i just need to try not to be like that, and realize that anyone can change and i just need to love them all... though that is hard some times.
alas.... such is life.

Yay for Journals and Pizza!!

i love the idea of a brand new journal... just thinking that these pages, in about a year, could hold some very special, interesting, exciting, or juicy stories.
crushes
school
friend drama
spiritual stuff
you know, the works.
its so cool to flip back through old journals too! i love reading about bob and in sixth grade how he "totally touched my arm and like oh my gosh! he is so cute!!" (disclaimer: i never knew a bob in sixth grade. the name was changed due to risk of violating personal privacy) or that one time when had my wisdom teeth removed, hallucinated and saw lego people  climbing on me, and then later that day passed out on my bathroom floor for the first time. journals are a great thing to me. they make me happy.

PIZZA!!!! okay, so i had a friend in first grade when i lived back east who hated cheese!! the weirdest thing was that his father was a dairy farmer... ummm.... don't know how that works. anyway, we had pizza at his house and he did not have cheese on it! what the?! you cant even call it pizza! pizza is a heavenly food, if they don't have it up there when i die, then i'm not goin. that and kneaders. there really isn't a whole lot of explanation necessary when discussing the incredibleness of pizza. its just... amazing. thats all there is to it.

why does this need a title?

i debated whether or not i should be creating this blog... I've always had the irrational fear that the internet is going to run out of space and i just keep filling it with wasted sites that never get seen. like excess trash.
yes, irrational.
blogs are a lot of work to keep up, and i'm not sure if i have decided whether or not i wish for the whole world to know about
my life
my personal secrets
wishes
desires
friendships
problems.
although who's to say that the whole world will ever see this? i'm certainly not!
maybe this isn't such a bad idea. maybe it could be fun.
of course